**DISCLAIMER** You might not want to read this post if you’re squeamish about “women’s issues”. I discuss them pretty in-depth today.
If you’re following this blog, I’d like to thank you for sticking with me this far. I know it’s been a crazy couple of months, with some pretty severe ups and downs. I hope I’ve made you laugh a little bit, and I hope I’ve helped you feel that if I can lose weight, you can do it too. Whether you use Skinny Fiber, or you’re just using plain ‘ole diet and exercise. Weight loss is possible if you want it bad enough, and with the right tools.
This morning I wanted to share some thoughts about my own weight loss journey. The foundational thought I’m having today is that it’s MINE. I don’t claim to be copying anyone, or doing things a certain way because they worked for someone else. I’m not competing with anyone, and I’m not interested in competing. The closest I get to that is doing a few challenges on Lose It!, and only because I’m invited by friends.
Perhaps you’re thinking, “Wow, she’s been doing this for two and a half months, and she’s only lost 18.3 pounds. That’s not enough weight. What’s her problem?” Today I’m writing to let you know what my “problem” is.
Those of you who know me, know that I’ve struggled with my weight my whole life. When I was eight years old, I was told I needed to lose weight, and I look back at pictures of myself at that age, and I don’t see a heavy child. So, I’m not sure why I was told that. I do know that I had it in my head from a very young age that I was too heavy, and I think I grew to believe that I probably always would be.
When I got older, I was told that I had PCOS. If you’re not familiar with that, there’s some great information here. Some basic symptoms of PCOS are:
- Acne
- Unwanted hair growth (face, stomach, back, etc.)
- Weight gain
- Difficulty losing weight
- Irregular periods or heavy bleeding during periods
- Ovarian cysts
- Fertility problems
- Depression
While I’m not depressed, I’ve certainly had issues with all of the other symptoms I’ve listed. I’m not completely blaming PCOS for my weight gain. I’ve already discussed my problems with sweets and chocolate. I’m quite certain that they played a critical role in that. However, I do believe that PCOS has made it difficult to lose the weight. In fact, some women can’t lose weight at all when they have PCOS, unless they have some form of medication to help them, such as metformin, which is a diabetic medication.
That’s one of the reasons Skinny Fiber is so great. Now that I’ve been taking it for almost three months, I’m noticing that it’s regulating my periods. I haven’t always weighed as much as I do now. But, even when I was 150 pounds, I had irregular periods. I had to have fertility medication to help me get pregnant with all but two of my babies. One of those babies was lost in a miscarriage, and the other one was a product of my faith that God was going to give Craig and I a baby. He’s now a healthy three-year-old. 🙂
When I started Skinny Fiber on March 21, I hadn’t had a period since January. I ended up having one in April that lasted 11 days. Then I had one in May that lasted 10 days. Yesterday I started my June period. The heavy bleeding has slowed down considerably, whereas it used to put me out of commission by about 4pm every day. I would lose an incredible amount of blood, which wiped me out. I am feeling better because of the weight loss, but I’m also feeling better because my body is starting to act more like it’s supposed to.
Am I losing twenty to thirty pounds a month? No, I’m not. But you know, I think if I did that, it probably wouldn’t be healthy for me. Maybe I’m not losing a ton of weight all at once, but it IS coming off. In addition to the 18.3 pounds I’ve lost, I’ve also lost 24.25 inches total. I think I look pretty different than I did when I started this journey in March.
Lose It! tells me that I’ll reach my goal of losing a total of 122 pounds about a year from now. That’s perfectly fine with me. A year from now, I’ll be 38 years old. If I weight 130 pounds at 38 years old, I will be ecstatic. I’m going to continue getting in my 30-60 minutes of exercise every day, I’m going to continue eating only until I’m satisfied and not until I’m full (staying within my calorie count, of course), and I’m going to continue using Skinny Fiber to help keep my cravings at bay.
Why?
Because this is MY journey. I’m responsible for the weight that I have to lose. No one else is. At the end of the day, I have to be happy with myself, and I have to obey God by offering my body as a temple that’s fit for the Holy Spirit to dwell in.
That’s all I have to be concerned with.